Thank you, unfortunately, I don’t have such a network. And I actually have schizoaffective disorder, not schizophrenia. I often say schizophrenia to make it simple for people. But my family the ones who were not ill were not really helpful to those who were ill. And hence my current position.

And can I just say that YouTube video and the demonstration with the magnets? Wow. I don’t see how any physicist can look at that and not have a total change of mind. That it’s the fields that are the formative function of what we call the universe well when you see it, so much more seems to make sense. I knew when I was in ninth grade that materialism had its end because the infinite aspect of cutting something into just did not sit right in my mind and therefore, I just intuitively thought that everything was really made up of nothing.

Thank you for that and now I have a whole new series of videos to watch!